This year

has been a lesson in getting through it.

I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me.

It's been a lesson in remembering to have fun while shit seems to be falling apart around me. Or maybe, remembering to have fun BECAUSE things are falling apart and the center is not holding. Damn. Not to be dramatic, but this year is making me want to start somewhere new. Everything has gotten extremely tied up and complicated in ways I never foresaw.