And, as a continuation to last post,

I can't find that again. Even when I go home. I still keep having the feeling that it's me, by myself, in the end, no matter how many great friends I have. It's a little lonely.

I'm just off today. I feel like my worst sides have been coming out lately. I apologize to anyone who has had to endure this spilling out, and I thank anyone who can tolerate me during these episodes. It's me, not you, and this is no line.