I can see a lot of light in you.

I feel so, so much better now that I'm finished with the volleyball tournament. Whew. It's been a stressful couple of days.

Now I'm focusing on getting my life back in order. I've pretty much let all other things sort of fall apart. By this I mean my apartment is a little messy. I'm too conscentious to let anything really fall apart. I wish I wasn't.

Does anyone else always find themselves attracted to dark things? Dark is always much more interesting than light, for me. Lately, though, I've been able to see the beauty in lightness, things and people who aren't a complicated mess. It's refreshing.