I'm struggling against becoming lethargic. After two years at this school, the sameness is starting to wear on me. I know it's my own fault for not...doing whatever it is that I should be doing. Keeping things interesting. Part of the problem right now is Catherine is across the ocean. That means I laugh less hard, along with lots of other things.

I need something right now. Something to keep me on my toes. Pick me up. Something to look forward to. I've got to start doing things differently.

There are many other things I need right now.