God, this year.

What have I been doing?

I felt like my life was slowly expanding, reaching some point, and now it feels like it's closing in on itself, shrinking. How is that so? I'm 22 years old. I feel old. I'm not spending a lot of time alone or anything. I have a lot of friends. But right now, I feel like life, like college, is something I've done and I don't know what else there is. I'm disoriented. This year has not gone according to my plans. I guess I'll learn to not make plans.

Sorry if I sound down. It's getting darker earlier.