I would desperately like all the pieces of my life to fall into place ASAP. I would like to know whether: a) I am going to Barcelona in the fall, b) whether I SHOULD go to Barcelona, if I can, in fact, go, c) what I'm gonna do after graduation, and d) where, exactly, the hell I'm living if I'm gonna be here next semester. Let's get this stuff finalized!!!

Trust is difficult.

I want there to places carved out for me, I don't want to have to set out to make a place for myself. But I guess this is being an adult.

Right now, though, I'm trying to be content in sitting on my porch, chatting with my roomies, studying some Biology.